
I’ve been receiving some particularly nasty and marginally scary YouTube comments recently. Today it added up with many other notsome things going on and it made me a bit sad. But then I re-found this video.
Why yes, my room at uni does have little hints of my nerdfighterian nationality here there and everywhere.
I know I post a lot of B2.0 (and generally, Vlogbrothers) videos on this tumblr and call them all my favourite, all-time bests and so on, but this truly is in my top five. As you may have gathered this evening, I really love reading accounts of urban exploration, though I don’t know that I would ever gather the courage to do it myself. It’s even more remarkable to look back at this video having read (and re-read, and re-read, and re-read) Paper Towns.
I think it’s the bit where John says he kept slipping up and calling it ‘the Cathedral’ that makes this my favourite. Reverence is an incredibly overwhelming feeling. At times I think I feel it too much, but then there is a strange reassurance in it.
ETA: Oh, this video also has another of my all-time favourite authors in it, M.T. Anderson. Please read The Astonishing Tale of Octavian Nothing, Traitor to the Nation Parts I and II. Really breathtaking storytelling.
It’s 1.44am and whilst I’ve been tumbling things, I’ve also been re-reading Looking for Alaska. I’m supposed to be reading six or seven other books right now but I suspect I’ve lost my marbles. How can I feel so worn out so early in the year? Absolutely exhausted.
LfA is certainly involving, but cathartic, to some extent.
And still a ruddy good novel. After four and a half-years of obsessive re-reading, it’s still a ruddy good novel. Wishing I had AoK and PT with me for other late-night reads. Oh well. I suppose this is really naughty of me anyway and I ought to resume reading my big literary class-assigned books pronto.
I dislike posting gifs on my tumblr because they make my eyes hurt a bit but this one was quite apt for my mindset since 1pm today: I HAVE FINISHED MY READING FOR THE WHOLE OF NEXT WEEK.
Which, not to sound to snotty/bookish/me, is a huge weight off my mind, despite the fact that I spent the last few days absolutely buried in my books.
It also means I can get started on my midterm essays so I don’t descend into absolute panic about them next week, a few days before I head off to L.A.
A big rush of joy. Desperately needed. Wondering how long it shall last?
(via effyeahnerdfighters)